Mistakes

Syg.


Im so sorry. At first i  do felt guilty , but then, i knew i am doing the right things. So i dont have to felt that way.  I just want to the best for you sayang.
Please. I Love Only You,  I Need Only You . My D


TRUST ME SAYANG~~


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It start when i was praying i received a text from E. It something about " I Love You Day".  I told D about the text. D also received the same text. D said to me that she dont want E to contact me anymore and she asked me to tell E that. So, I text E " Anggap je aku da x ade ". And i done it for me and my D. I felt calm after i sent the text. Then, she replied with a long text and i read it once and 1st i  felt guilty , but then, i knew i am doing the right things. So i dont have to felt that way. D ask me if i felt guilty. I just honest with her. 


NOW~


D lost her trust on me. Ya Allah, I felt so sad. because of my mistake, D had to gone through all the bad things. I just want to make her happy and forget what sadness is. hmm~.


She even said she's tired of E game. And just want to let her get me back if E want to. 
Seriously? I cant forgive myself anymore. I am suck. That one word can describe full me. 


All i can do now is pray and prove to her that she's the one for me. Insyaallah. Nothing will happen. I hope so. 


" Bissmillahirahmanirrahim, Ya allah, Sesungguhnya engkau maha mengetahui sejauh mana ketabahan hambamu ya allah. Aku memohon kepada mu agar kau berikan lah aku ketabahan untuk ujian mu ini ya allah. Ia terlalu berat utk aku ya allah. Ya allah kau ampunkan lah segala dosa-dosaku. Ya allah, jgn lah kau pisahkan aku dengan dia ya allah. Kau jauhkan lah kami dari persengketaan.Kau jodohkan lah kami. Kau jodohkan lah kami. Kau jodohkanlah kami ya allah. Amin amin ya rabbal alamin. "


Sayang if u read this. I want to let u know again.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART SAYANG.


I hope you can stand with me until the end. :(


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