Syg.
Im so sorry. At first i do felt guilty , but then, i knew i am doing the right things. So i dont have to felt that way. I just want to the best for you sayang.
Please. I Love Only You, I Need Only You . My D
TRUST ME SAYANG~~
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It start when i was praying i received a text from E. It something about " I Love You Day". I told D about the text. D also received the same text. D said to me that she dont want E to contact me anymore and she asked me to tell E that. So, I text E " Anggap je aku da x ade ". And i done it for me and my D. I felt calm after i sent the text. Then, she replied with a long text and i read it once and 1st i felt guilty , but then, i knew i am doing the right things. So i dont have to felt that way. D ask me if i felt guilty. I just honest with her.
NOW~
D lost her trust on me. Ya Allah, I felt so sad. because of my mistake, D had to gone through all the bad things. I just want to make her happy and forget what sadness is. hmm~.
She even said she's tired of E game. And just want to let her get me back if E want to.
Seriously? I cant forgive myself anymore. I am suck. That one word can describe full me.
All i can do now is pray and prove to her that she's the one for me. Insyaallah. Nothing will happen. I hope so.
" Bissmillahirahmanirrahim, Ya allah, Sesungguhnya engkau maha mengetahui sejauh mana ketabahan hambamu ya allah. Aku memohon kepada mu agar kau berikan lah aku ketabahan untuk ujian mu ini ya allah. Ia terlalu berat utk aku ya allah. Ya allah kau ampunkan lah segala dosa-dosaku. Ya allah, jgn lah kau pisahkan aku dengan dia ya allah. Kau jauhkan lah kami dari persengketaan.Kau jodohkan lah kami. Kau jodohkan lah kami. Kau jodohkanlah kami ya allah. Amin amin ya rabbal alamin. "
Sayang if u read this. I want to let u know again.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART SAYANG.
I hope you can stand with me until the end. :(
0356AM
8/30/10
8/24/10
A Great Weekend
Hye,
Sorry for the silent.
I want to share with you about my Great Weekend. haha.
Now , i always remember it and make me miss my D so much.
It started at 07/07 until 08/08.
At Saturday morning , My brother and i went to Johor Bahru, My bro drive until tangkak and then my turn.
Haha. i was so happy. The long journey felt like just 1 or 2 minutes. When we arrived at the UiTM. I was wondering , " How was my D now?, Taller??" haha. until i saw her going downstairs wearing black and yellow shirts. haha. She was still gorgeous like the 1st time i saw her.
Then after picked her up. We went for pray first.
After that we continue our travel .
All the way, D was so silent. Just say one or two words. I dont know y? but seriously make me worried about her.Then i ask and ask and ask until she became normal. Haha. I Love You Syg.
We first arrived at my aunt house. We taking some rest until Maghrib. After Maghrib we went out for sightseeing. My bro and my cousin went to JJ tebrau but Me and my D went to danga. While on our way, D had a problem and D just silence. I stopped the car and calm her down until she opened the forero rocher and we shared it together. I miss that time.
When we arrived at Danga Bay, I parked zoom2 and D want to go to toilet at the fun fair. I thought i want to play games together with her. But, D dont want to. So we just walked together and talk.Until D said she wanted to go to JJ tebrau. and then I drove her the. On the way, there was a little heavy traffic and the we share many thing together that came from our heart. We just buy a cup of Starbucks when we arrived while waiting for my bro n my cousins.
We came back to my aunt house to sent them home because we want to go to McD to study and D wants to finish her assignment. Until 0210am. D was so tired, i can see it through her face. D fell asleep just after she got in the car. She was so cute while she was sleep. Theres nothing for me to do anymore because my dear princess already asleep. I drive her home and she went upstairs and sleep. I was chit chatting with my cousin until we fell asleep too. ZZZ
Night pass and i was awake at 0720am and realised I dont pray yet so i hurry up and pray. Then i was thinking about D. I knock her door and there she was. She just had her shower. I went downstairs and shower too. We had our Breakfast together at a random mamak restaurant. Then we straight away home and do the assignment until noon.
After we were ready we 1st went to JJ tebrau to watch SALT .. haha Nice movie for me. but D not. :D
I asked her " Nak mkn ape ni? ape yg teringin sgt? " . " Spaghetti!" so we went to Pizza Hut for our lunch.
Nyum3. All done. We bloated ourselves and after i prayed. D said that i was so handsome after taking wudu'. haha. i was so melt that time. haha. We also buy XOXO letter for me and D. we buy together and change it between us.
I had to sent her to UiTM now. :( omg. I was so sad. We stop by at McD to buy ice cream and then we straight to UiTM. I was cry on the way beacause i was so sad and happy because i had a great weekend with her we had to end it up. I want it last forever. But i cant. :( We reached UiTM at 1930pm. I stop and stare at her then quickly i get into the car because i started to cry. I dont want D to see me crying. haha. So i left her there and i move on my way to my aunt home again. huhhh.. I miss that moment so much.
I Hope we can do it again sometimes.I really miss u sayang and i really need u sayang.
XOXO
Sorry for the silent.
I want to share with you about my Great Weekend. haha.
Now , i always remember it and make me miss my D so much.
It started at 07/07 until 08/08.
At Saturday morning , My brother and i went to Johor Bahru, My bro drive until tangkak and then my turn.
Haha. i was so happy. The long journey felt like just 1 or 2 minutes. When we arrived at the UiTM. I was wondering , " How was my D now?, Taller??" haha. until i saw her going downstairs wearing black and yellow shirts. haha. She was still gorgeous like the 1st time i saw her.
Then after picked her up. We went for pray first.
After that we continue our travel .
All the way, D was so silent. Just say one or two words. I dont know y? but seriously make me worried about her.Then i ask and ask and ask until she became normal. Haha. I Love You Syg.
We first arrived at my aunt house. We taking some rest until Maghrib. After Maghrib we went out for sightseeing. My bro and my cousin went to JJ tebrau but Me and my D went to danga. While on our way, D had a problem and D just silence. I stopped the car and calm her down until she opened the forero rocher and we shared it together. I miss that time.
When we arrived at Danga Bay, I parked zoom2 and D want to go to toilet at the fun fair. I thought i want to play games together with her. But, D dont want to. So we just walked together and talk.Until D said she wanted to go to JJ tebrau. and then I drove her the. On the way, there was a little heavy traffic and the we share many thing together that came from our heart. We just buy a cup of Starbucks when we arrived while waiting for my bro n my cousins.
We came back to my aunt house to sent them home because we want to go to McD to study and D wants to finish her assignment. Until 0210am. D was so tired, i can see it through her face. D fell asleep just after she got in the car. She was so cute while she was sleep. Theres nothing for me to do anymore because my dear princess already asleep. I drive her home and she went upstairs and sleep. I was chit chatting with my cousin until we fell asleep too. ZZZ
Night pass and i was awake at 0720am and realised I dont pray yet so i hurry up and pray. Then i was thinking about D. I knock her door and there she was. She just had her shower. I went downstairs and shower too. We had our Breakfast together at a random mamak restaurant. Then we straight away home and do the assignment until noon.
After we were ready we 1st went to JJ tebrau to watch SALT .. haha Nice movie for me. but D not. :D
I asked her " Nak mkn ape ni? ape yg teringin sgt? " . " Spaghetti!" so we went to Pizza Hut for our lunch.
Nyum3. All done. We bloated ourselves and after i prayed. D said that i was so handsome after taking wudu'. haha. i was so melt that time. haha. We also buy XOXO letter for me and D. we buy together and change it between us.
I had to sent her to UiTM now. :( omg. I was so sad. We stop by at McD to buy ice cream and then we straight to UiTM. I was cry on the way beacause i was so sad and happy because i had a great weekend with her we had to end it up. I want it last forever. But i cant. :( We reached UiTM at 1930pm. I stop and stare at her then quickly i get into the car because i started to cry. I dont want D to see me crying. haha. So i left her there and i move on my way to my aunt home again. huhhh.. I miss that moment so much.
I Hope we can do it again sometimes.I really miss u sayang and i really need u sayang.
XOXO
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