Hye again,
Now i want share my story, also about love,trust and hatred.
It is about D & EN . When im in relationship with my D, something happened between us.
Nope, in this post i want to share about sadness.
I called it " TRAGEDY 1017 "
At the last post, i didnt mention that i am still having relationship with EN while i was trying to win D heart.
So, that lead me to that Tragedy 1017.
Here is the story,
okay, if u read last post. you already know that i got National Service and how I can met D and having a relationship with her.
but, i didnt write abaout what happened after that.
I was still in a relationship with EN when i proposed D. Thats means i was with two girls at a time.
i was scared of losing D if i tell her the truth. But, I didnt love EN anymore. My feeling towards her are fading and fading day by day.
It was a dead end for me. I dont know what should i do? what should i say? mmm.
So i just shut my mouth up for one week. After a week, i told her the truth and I ended up my relationship with EN. U know what? im doing the right thing. I know that i loved D so much and i dont want to break her heart. As i expected, I already did. She was so disappointed with me. We breaked up on 10 Apr , Also the same day i ended up my relationship with EN. I was like so weak to handle the situation and i was so sad because i already breaks D heart at the beginning of our "Love Story". Starting from that i started to hate EN more and more. Even she didnt do anything. But! I hate her because i want to love only D. Only D will own my heart.
D was so down, i want to get her back. I've tried many ways to win her heart back. But she doesn't believed me anymore. I called her, i met her,etc. But still, her heart was in a deepest pain because she didn't have any other guy before me. D was also hoping if he found a good guy in NS, D wanted that guy be her last.What i've done to her is so CRUEL!. It just like i murdered an innocent girl learning to know the world.D just started to know what Love is? what Trust is? and I had failed to lead her to the answer.
At that time, i didn't contact EN,not even once. I wanted to get D trust back so that i can make her happy again, See her smile,hear her laugh and share our tears. After i am losing my hope, she changed her heart. D tried to trust me again. I was so HAPPY. I got her back in my arms. We get together again on 17 Apr.
The tragedy last for seven days. I felt like seven month or longer.
Started on 10 and ended on 17. So i named it Tragedy 1017. It was so tragic. I dont want to make it happen again.
Phew,
That is just the beginning of our story.
Now??
Wow, you really want to know?
OK2. I'll tell u later,
I'll post it later ok?
Many situation we gone through together to ensure our relationship last for eternity.
-END-
7/31/10
LOVE STORY A.K.A KISAH PERCINTAAN
I would like to share my love story or in malay kisah percintaan.. LOL :D
1st story
when i was 15. i was with E..
it was so boring. i never met her and just texting and call and text and call. OMG!
i've done that?? wow.. x percaya... sangat3 boring. but. it was not long. we breaked up after 2 or 3 month i guess.. mmmm.. then i met another gurl. :D as simple as 1,2,3? haha.. i dont believe it that i was like that ..
2nd story
my second relationship was with a girl called baby.. LOL
also funny a funny story.
it happened when i was 16, we met at poolside. because i followed my aunt to go to swim. then my aunt knew her already. so i've started to crush on her.. until i moved to SMK J3. we are at the same school and then after... i dont remember why she accepted me.. LOL..:D after 2 or 3 month also we breaked up because she said i dont have time for her anymore.. while i was on vacation for one week at SPAIN. mmm.. haiyoo.. susah2..
3rd story
I hated her so much! i called her EN.
okey. 1st i knew her in MySpace. mmm. and then we started to get close to each other. i have crushed on her. but she had a boyfriend called Mr. K,but her Mr. K is kinda problematique and moved to kedah. and then i took the chance until she ended his relationship with her Mr. K and choose me as her new BF. lol. it was OK. but EN always talk about another guy,another guy,another guy.. mmm.. until Mr K. came back to gombak and tried to get her back. and he dont. cause she choose me rather than him. until the day i got a letter from JABATAN LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA ( JLKN) or a.k.a National service, i choose to go but she was so sad,i admit i was so sad too and then i met her for the last time before go to NS.and u know what? it was the last time until now.phew. you want to know why? read 4th story. u will know why?haha. but when im with her, i dont feel like so matured. im always childish. all i want to do she gave me the permission. at that time i was ok. but now i realised that she didnt bring me to good direction. ive done many mistake like i lied to my mother only to meet her. i hated her. thats it for 3rd story.
4th story
This is the best story from this 4 stories.
i've said eariler you want to know why? read 4th story..
HERE the 4th Story :
I met her at Kem Sentosa Chenderiang,Tapah. OMG. it was a so so sweet moment.
I was selected as Ketua Kompeni Wira Bravo. And the gurl i called D was selected as Ketua Kompeni Wirawati Bravo. We are at the same rank. And our story begins when we have to present our KKJ presentation. Then, we had to combine wira and wirawati to produce the best ideas for our company. So i started to deploy my troops to start their work until i realised. " hmm.. who is the wirawati leader? i have to work together with her. "
then D came, D said " are u the wira leader? " , "YES!, and u the wirawati leader?" i replied. "yup" D said. So thats how we met. it was so special. We are destined to met there. so we worked together and until one night.it was dinner.I said to D that i have something to say to her. D also said the same thing but we dont have the opportunity to do so. Later that night, i have some work to do at the dining hall. so i was the last person to go back to dorm to have some rest for tommorow.
When I walked alone, I remembered that i have to tell D that i like her. But, it was too late. D already at her dorm i think. I was sad. I continued my walk and i saw two gurls and guess what?? you are right,! there she was. with her friend. I took advantage of the situation with trying to tell her that thing. But she asked me 1st " what did you wanted to say? but wait, i want to go to the shop to buy maxis topup.", i replied " okay give me ur number and and i'll call u.". " Okay then, here u go. so text me k?" D said. " Okay i will ".
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Later that night,
I took out my phone and i sent her a text " hye,D.. its me here "..
I called her and i told her the thing i wanted to say to her. i said " D, actually i like u. " . D replied " Really? omg. i like u too ". So we talk and talk until late night. Wait! I remembered 1 thing! i text her, if we can meet at the shop for just a while , she said ok.
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After lunch,
I met her alone. i didnt bring any friend , same goes to D.
then i said " D, i want you to be mine, my Special one, my GF "
D said " urmm... really? omg, can u give me three days? i want to think 1st ".
" u have to think 1st? oo. ok,, then ill ask after the three days " .
we walked together to go back to our dorm. Suddenly D said " act, i want u to be my BF too, i just wanted to test u ".
we officially declare our relationship on 03 APR 2010.
What a sweet moment.
That is my love story, until now. im with my D. Were almost 4 month now. Im glad were still together.
I have many thing to be share with you guys, keep reading and i'll post later. I've spent almost 1 hour to post this. If i have free times ill update ok?
1st story
when i was 15. i was with E..
it was so boring. i never met her and just texting and call and text and call. OMG!
i've done that?? wow.. x percaya... sangat3 boring. but. it was not long. we breaked up after 2 or 3 month i guess.. mmmm.. then i met another gurl. :D as simple as 1,2,3? haha.. i dont believe it that i was like that ..
2nd story
my second relationship was with a girl called baby.. LOL
also funny a funny story.
it happened when i was 16, we met at poolside. because i followed my aunt to go to swim. then my aunt knew her already. so i've started to crush on her.. until i moved to SMK J3. we are at the same school and then after... i dont remember why she accepted me.. LOL..:D after 2 or 3 month also we breaked up because she said i dont have time for her anymore.. while i was on vacation for one week at SPAIN. mmm.. haiyoo.. susah2..
3rd story
I hated her so much! i called her EN.
okey. 1st i knew her in MySpace. mmm. and then we started to get close to each other. i have crushed on her. but she had a boyfriend called Mr. K,but her Mr. K is kinda problematique and moved to kedah. and then i took the chance until she ended his relationship with her Mr. K and choose me as her new BF. lol. it was OK. but EN always talk about another guy,another guy,another guy.. mmm.. until Mr K. came back to gombak and tried to get her back. and he dont. cause she choose me rather than him. until the day i got a letter from JABATAN LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA ( JLKN) or a.k.a National service, i choose to go but she was so sad,i admit i was so sad too and then i met her for the last time before go to NS.and u know what? it was the last time until now.phew. you want to know why? read 4th story. u will know why?haha. but when im with her, i dont feel like so matured. im always childish. all i want to do she gave me the permission. at that time i was ok. but now i realised that she didnt bring me to good direction. ive done many mistake like i lied to my mother only to meet her. i hated her. thats it for 3rd story.
4th story
This is the best story from this 4 stories.
i've said eariler you want to know why? read 4th story..
HERE the 4th Story :
I met her at Kem Sentosa Chenderiang,Tapah. OMG. it was a so so sweet moment.
I was selected as Ketua Kompeni Wira Bravo. And the gurl i called D was selected as Ketua Kompeni Wirawati Bravo. We are at the same rank. And our story begins when we have to present our KKJ presentation. Then, we had to combine wira and wirawati to produce the best ideas for our company. So i started to deploy my troops to start their work until i realised. " hmm.. who is the wirawati leader? i have to work together with her. "
then D came, D said " are u the wira leader? " , "YES!, and u the wirawati leader?" i replied. "yup" D said. So thats how we met. it was so special. We are destined to met there. so we worked together and until one night.it was dinner.I said to D that i have something to say to her. D also said the same thing but we dont have the opportunity to do so. Later that night, i have some work to do at the dining hall. so i was the last person to go back to dorm to have some rest for tommorow.
When I walked alone, I remembered that i have to tell D that i like her. But, it was too late. D already at her dorm i think. I was sad. I continued my walk and i saw two gurls and guess what?? you are right,! there she was. with her friend. I took advantage of the situation with trying to tell her that thing. But she asked me 1st " what did you wanted to say? but wait, i want to go to the shop to buy maxis topup.", i replied " okay give me ur number and and i'll call u.". " Okay then, here u go. so text me k?" D said. " Okay i will ".
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Later that night,
I took out my phone and i sent her a text " hye,D.. its me here "..
I called her and i told her the thing i wanted to say to her. i said " D, actually i like u. " . D replied " Really? omg. i like u too ". So we talk and talk until late night. Wait! I remembered 1 thing! i text her, if we can meet at the shop for just a while , she said ok.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
After lunch,
I met her alone. i didnt bring any friend , same goes to D.
then i said " D, i want you to be mine, my Special one, my GF "
D said " urmm... really? omg, can u give me three days? i want to think 1st ".
" u have to think 1st? oo. ok,, then ill ask after the three days " .
we walked together to go back to our dorm. Suddenly D said " act, i want u to be my BF too, i just wanted to test u ".
we officially declare our relationship on 03 APR 2010.
What a sweet moment.
That is my love story, until now. im with my D. Were almost 4 month now. Im glad were still together.
I have many thing to be share with you guys, keep reading and i'll post later. I've spent almost 1 hour to post this. If i have free times ill update ok?
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