TRAGEDY 1017

Hye again,

Now i want share my story, also about love,trust and hatred.
It is about D & EN .  When im in relationship with my D, something happened between us.
Nope, in this post i want to share about sadness.

I called it " TRAGEDY 1017 "

At the last post, i didnt mention that i am still having relationship with EN while i was trying to win D heart.
So, that lead me to that Tragedy 1017.

Here is the story,

okay, if u read last post. you already know that i got National Service and how I can met D and having a relationship with her.
but, i didnt write abaout what happened after that.

I was still in a relationship with EN when i proposed D. Thats means i was with two girls at a time.
i was scared of losing D if i tell her the truth. But, I didnt love EN anymore. My feeling towards her are fading and fading day by day.
It was a dead end for me. I dont know what should i do? what should i say? mmm.

So i just shut my mouth up for one week. After a week, i told her the truth and I ended up my relationship with EN. U know what? im doing the right thing. I know that i loved D so much and i dont want to break her heart. As i expected, I already did. She was so disappointed with me. We breaked up on 10 Apr , Also the same day i ended up my relationship with EN. I was like so weak to handle the situation and i was so sad because i already breaks D heart at the beginning of our "Love Story". Starting from that i started to hate EN more and more. Even she didnt do anything. But! I hate her because i want to love only D. Only D will own my heart.

D was so down, i want to get her back. I've tried many ways to win her heart back. But she doesn't believed me anymore. I called her, i met her,etc. But still, her heart was in a deepest pain because she didn't have any other guy before me. D was also hoping if he found a good guy in NS, D wanted that guy be her last.What i've done to her is so CRUEL!. It just like i murdered an innocent girl learning to know the world.D just started to know what Love is? what Trust is? and I had  failed to lead her to the answer.

At that time, i didn't contact EN,not even once. I wanted to get D trust back so that i can make her happy again, See her smile,hear her laugh and share our tears. After i am losing my hope, she changed her heart. D tried to trust me again. I was so HAPPY. I got her back in my arms. We get together again on 17 Apr.

The tragedy last for seven days. I felt like seven month or longer.
Started on 10 and ended on 17. So i named it Tragedy 1017. It was so tragic. I dont want to make it happen again.

Phew,
That is just the beginning of our story.
Now??
Wow, you really want to know?

OK2. I'll tell u later,

I'll post it later ok?
Many situation we gone through together to ensure our relationship last for eternity.

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